A simple theory: The greatest pleasure is to disappear, and the most pleasurable way to disappear is to be desired.  I Prefer To Die In This Moment is a performance about sex, desire, power, and who gets to have it. 

Written, directed, and choreographed by Iris McCloughan
Performed by Arewà Basit, Peter McNally, and Han Van Sciver
Set and Lights by Krit Robinson
Costumes by Vincent Tiley
Sound design & original music by Ryan Gamblin
Stage Managed by Emilie Osborne
Produced by Olivia Mermagen
Photo and design by Iris McCloughan, featuring Arewà Basit​​

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​​A model becomes a French theorist. A photographer walks through a door that wasn’t there before. A businessman disappears with a smile. In three interconnected stories, three people consider their bodies, what their bodies want, and how they might be transformed by each other.

Inspired by a 1995 series of Calvin Klein ads so controversial that they sparked an investigation by the Department of Justice, I Prefer To Die In This Moment is a new show from Iris McCloughan about looking, wanting, and the pleasure of disappearing into someone else’s desire.​​​

I Prefer To Die In This Moment was developed with support from SUPR OMEN, Coffey Street Studio, Danspace Project, Movement Research, Mercury Store, and New York Theatre Workshop, with additional support from Clubbed Thumb, made possible by Venturous Theater Fund.

Runtime: 70 min